You can only give others what you have
Every time your name shows on my phone, my heart races.
And it is not the good kind.
I’m afraid that you are going to hurt me like how you are hurting inside.
And I guess like a 10 year relationship, I am sad to see you leave me. I am angry at myself for not knowing how to help you. I am hopeless that you won’t let me help you.
And most importantly, I still love you. And I will always love you and be ready to love you when you let me be your best friend again.